dreams

I don't dream very often. Well, I guess technically everyone dreams every night, but it's very rare that I actually remember my dream when I wake up.

But the last few dreams I've had have all been about a boy. But no boy in particular, just some unknown, good looking boy.

And they're usually strange, and very simple. My latest consisted of my being in a room somewhere with a bunch of other single adults, and I was talking to this particularly good looking guy. Then, he just started holding my hand. It was super cute in my dream. And then right there, in front of everyone, we started dancing (to no music mind you. If this had been real life, I'm pretty sure i would have been officially weirded out if I had met the guy only moments before. But, this is just a dream we're talking about, and strange things tend to seem completely normal). And then we just held hands for the rest of the evening. It was cute.
Simple.
Stupid.

Stupid, because this unknown guy that held my hand in my dream has left me feeling kind of heartbroken. Empty.

Pathetic. Stupid subconscious.