all's well that ends well.

So the fact that all I had to do was walk into the room, and you couldn't help but grin...
made my disaster of a day totally worth it :)

Maybe I should be brave enough to actually talk to you soon. deal?

i may or may not have developed a crush

It's amazing how far a compliment and some laughter will get you.

Just a heads up guys.

sometimes some things are just better left unsaid.

Sometimes, I just need to learn that fact.

What was said, was flattering.
But weird to hear.
People talk about you.
Just face that fact, and get over it.
No matter how much you want to know,
you probably shouldn't know.

It messes with things.

Please tell me what there's to complain about

I really really love this song.
And I love the music video just as much :)

The Book of Mormon

well, it's been like, a month since i've posted a sunday message.
so I apologize for that.
But here is a wonderful video that shows some of the things that I believe in:

...i might be becoming your typical mormon girl

marriage? babies?

....on my mind probably more than I truly want to admit to.

I'm caught in that funny- i feel too young, but i want it so badly- vibe.

I'm living in a house with an adorable 19 month old boy, and and equally adorable 5 week old girl. 
I can't help myself.

so soon?

"You're going to go meet your true love."
"Don't get married too quickly!"
"I bet you'll come back with a ring on your finger!"
"These things happen faster than you think. And when you least expect them."
"People tend to come out of that town with love stories...."

These are the kinds of things that I have been hearing from friends for the past couple weeks.
Insistent that I'm going to meet my true love since I moved.


Marriage

Do I want it?
yes

Do I think it's going to happen so soon?
no.

I think I still have a while before I meet the love of my life.
Or realize that someone I already know is the love of my life.
Either way, I'm okay with. I just think I still have a while.

Patience is needed, I'll admit.
But just the thought of marriage scares me just as much as I want it.
If not more.

So we'll wait. And see.
And I'll show you, that just because I moved to a small town does not by any means mean that I'm going to get married within the year.

Dreaming

Most of the time I don't dream.
I think I prefer it that way.

Because when I dream it either makes no sense, or is about a boy.

I'm in strange places doing strange things.
Or doing something wonderful with a boy. Usually one I don't know.

So I tend to either wake up confused, or heartbroken.

This morning it was both